The girl below me likes to start playing her guitar, electric with an amplifier
only late at night.
I guess it wouldn't be so bad if
she didnt suck.
I rode my bike alltheway downtown and
I bought a new dress today
for a birthday celebration
the dress has little stars all over it
with a sash around the waist
It is perfectly cute
perfectly me
and perfectly stylish a la 1950's
the celebration just got cancelled
via a phone call

I am sad when non birthday celebrator is sad
what else can I say
it bums me out
but there is nothing i can say to this person
People need to deal in their own way(god nothing makes me want to barf more than sounding like a cliche)
I suppose
I suppose
I guess
I dont know
What I do know is that this person is ready to
blow
at any given moment
and the voice on the other end
is jagged
and I am afraid
afraid to hear what
is next.

I want to be supportive and so I said
when you are ready to celebrate then we will.

It breaks my heart to hear anyone say they don't deserve to celebrate their
birthday

I believe Birthdays are the only holidays.

Where the fuck is my fucking spell check.