My doctor was right in worrying about my having a support system in my new place
of habitat
I am going to have to check myself in
the depression is overbearing and unbareable.
No one calls
I dont leave
or try to make anything better
I cant stop thinking of the bad and everything that makes
me mad on a personal level.
I hate myself for this.
I hate myself for this.
I really do.
the drugs dont work they just make it worse
but I know I'll see your face again.
I am a disaster.
I am so fucked in the head.